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Sigh.
I’m rethinking moving back to Florida. Even if Jose and I are only going to be apart for a month or two, it’s still weighing on me pretty heavy. I’ve seen him everyday for the last 6 months, I moved here to be closer to him for a reason. Life sucks without him. Yes, I am miserable here, but it’s not because I’m unhappy with him. I hate that we can’t find full time jobs here and move out of his mothers house, but it happens. I’ll have him in a few months and we will be in our own apartment and able to grow as a couple. At least I know in Florida I’ll have a stable job and I’ll be able to pay my own bills and not rely on anyone else.
For the past month I’ve done everything to push out how I really felt. I’ve been angry and mean and that wasn’t right of me. Now I’m sad and depressed. Looking at Sebastian makes me cry instantly. I told him I was going on the airplane and he told me no, I couldn’t go! I know this is going to hurt him the most.
I’ll be okay. Eventually.
I’m glad the WordPress app for the iPhone is a lot more useful now. I keep sitting down at my desktop to blog but I’ve had no energy this week to do anything. I dont even want to play WoW /shocker! I’ve been laying in bed watching obnoxious amounts of trashy tv and I think I’m okay with that.
Haha, couldn’t even lay in bed and finish writing that. I’m sitting at work now, bored! Last night I wanted to watch Bridesmaids with the boyfriend, but Nicholah was tweeting about how bad it was! So we ended up laying in bed watching Chelsea Lately and After Lately. Jose said one minute I was laughing at the show and the next, snoring! Lol. I don’t even remember passing out, must of been pretty tired.
True story.
My surprise ended up being a trip to Build A Bear! I’ve never been before and let me tell you, cutest thing evar! Meet Kitty BooBoo,
The bf decided to put a voice recording of him saying he loves me inside of her, so Sebastian runs around saying “I love you baby!” all day, it’s hilarious!
I’ve been keeping up with my 366! Shocker, even though we’re only 5 days in, lol. Last year I lasted a good day or so. I think it’s much easier now with my new phone. Which btw still is not fixed. Talked to AT&T again today and they said they didn’t have enough information to resolve the issue, so they asked me a few more questions and I should hear back in a few days.
Finally told J’s mom that I’m moving… Really upset her and definitely upset me. I’m sure it’s really going to do a number on Sebastian :( Sigh, don’t even want to think about it right now…
Talked to my old boss and she is buying my ticket tomorrow. I am leaving the 25th or 26th of January and I start work immediately thank goodness. They have a meeting out of town for a few days and they need me to run the office! So glad I’m still needed, haha.
Tonight the MIL and I went shopping. Got a long sweater to wear with leggings, a tank top and a super cute scarf!
Okay, I’ve spammed enough pictures for the night… (morning…) It’s 3:30, I should be sleeping, but my bff is going away to college today and I promised I’d be up to text him! That’s dedication! Haha
Night guys!