Looking Forward - make the best of the future

6Feb/100

Sometime in the future

I can't stop thinking about our future home (and when I say future i mean like three years or so from now), i want to decorate a house like i would love to have it. How I would love to feel home in and sooo ooon.

I've been googling some pictures to show, so here are some of the ideas for my future home
Sorry for the long post :) and all the pictures was found on House To Home

BEDROOMS


BATHROOMS


OFFICES


LIVING ROOMS


DINING ROOMS


KITCHENS


NURSERIES


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28Jan/108

New pastime

Since I got my iPhone back in September I have spend a lot less time on my MacBook. I now I found a new game (free of course) and i play it all the time :) It's called Words With Friends and is like Scrabble. I heard about it from Brandi and Cinda from their tweets :D


The first game I won, by ONE point LOL (some random player)

In three weeks I will have boobs! I can't believe it's happening :) Something I thought would take a lot of years before I would be able to have (I don't know if that sentence is right :) ). But yeah I can't wait. I can't wait for the first real bra shopping EVER! All the bras I own now is just to make it look bigger LOL.
The worst part is all the comments about me just wanting to be prettier or something in those lines. THAT IS NOT WHY I DO/WANT IT! I don't feel save in my body. I don't feel feminine. I don't want to dress pretty. You know the drill. I'm not superficial, I just want to feel good about myself.

BLAH blah blah I'm going to sleep now :D

21Jan/102

In The Train

So I'm sitting in the train home to visit my mom, well most my younger sister this time. I haven't seen her since August. It is really weird living this far from all my family. I don't really notice the missing part normally, but the last few days before going home (every time) i really start missing everybody, and just want to talk to them, all the time. In the last week I think I have texted my sister about 200 times, and that is what we might text in a month.

Tomorrow we are going to make brunch at my moms house and the just quickly going to order a passport for my sister, she is going to the Alpes to ski. AND THEN we are going shopping. I can't wait to just hang out and shop and eat dinner, OMG I'm so hungry LOL. Well there is still two hours left in the train, and I think my laptop charger is broken :( It just started running on the battery instead of the electricity? Have any of you tried that?

Okay so I have a seat in the silence zone, because I hate all the teenage girls giggling and stuff. And people just being really loud in general. BUT the "lady" in the speaker tells us to be quite like every 15 minutes. And she is really loud, and first we have to hear it in Danish and then English and oh yeah sometimes in German. And it is REALLY loud! OMG I just want to get out of this train soon LOL. Well still 1 hour and 55 minutes left :(

I have to shut this laptop down … oh now we have to stop in the middle of NOWHERE!!! Wow this laptop charger issue is getting on my nerves. See ya!

EDIT: So I just found out that it was the train electricity that wasn't working, there is nothing wtong woth my charger LOL

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19Jan/104

New layout and update about the boobies

Yay finally got the layout done, well not done totally, but almost, I need to edit the title size and other stuff like that. I'm really happe with the outcome of it, but I have looked so much at it that I need a break from it LOL. And I made it from the default theme, so I had to do a lot of new stuff I have never done before :)

Okay about the boobies. OMG I cannot wait any longer. I went to a consultation yesterday to find out what size and to get some answers. I'm going to have them done in Sweden. Sweden is only 30 kilometers away, it's 19 miles. So not far away, and $770 cheaper. So yeah I'm going to Sweden. We got to the office and had a small talk with the secretary and then went to speak with the surgeon, he is really nice. Danish and Swedish is very similar, but some words are very different, but he said the Danish word instead of just speaking Swedish, although I do understand Swedish, but it was nice. So he had to measure me and the smallest measuring cup thingy was way to big.
So I had to wear this bra wear it put the implants in and I could wear a tee to see how it would look.
After trying a lot of implants. Both small and VERY BIG lol. We settle with the 350cc, and I'm very happy.

I can't wait to get them. The only thing I'm afraid of is the anesthetic. But I have talked with my younger sister, she had been in anesthetic twice, so she calmed me down. She told me about how she felt and that it was no big deal. So now I just want the operation. But I have to wait until February 18th. 30 freaking days :(

8Jan/100

Friday 5 – Last Resorts

1. What’s something you wear only when you’re just about out of clean clothes?
I try to wear all my clothes as much as possible. But some of the clothes I wear the least are some really boring long sleeved t-shirts. And some cheap jeans from H&M. I don't have any pictures to share, sorry.

2. Who’s someone you hang out with only if nobody else is available?
There is this girl, and she is really sweet and everything, but she talks bad about everyone, and thinks everything is going against her. I can't hang out with her for more than a few hours at a time. I think that even the most positive person on the planet would get negative and annoyed around her.

3. What’s something you eat only when the budget is really, really tight?
Well my boyfriend does the grocery shopping in our house, so really I can just ask for him to get something for me to eat, and he'll get it. But when I lived by myself and I didn't have a lot of money left, I would eat rice or pasta with ketchup. Cheap ass ketchup. It wasn't good :S

4. Who’s someone you call for help only if you absolutely must?
I don't really call people for help. I am a very reserved person in that area. I deal with my problems alone. I don't like calling people for help. Not even at work, if I forgot my pen and need to borrow a pen, I really don't like asking another for their pen. I'm really weird in that area. So I don't really call people for help.

5. What’s something you’ll watch on television only because it’s slightly better than watching nothing?
ANY SHOW! King of Queens, Friends (even though I have seen the episode fifteen times), David Letterman (running right now) and anything like that. I often tend to don't turn of the tv and just read instead. I can almost always find SOMETHING to watch, even if it's on one of the Swedish channels.
I should try to turn of the tv more often instead of watching something i really don't want to watch.

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